The once great champ, now a study in mopishness ([info]amhesquire) wrote,
@ 2005-12-14 22:59:00
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Current mood:eh... *shrugs*
Current music:Cake - Walk On By

Oblah-Dee, Oblah-Dah, Life drags on.....
Hi.

It's been a while since I last updated, so I thought I'd just say howdy and say a few things about what's been going on....

Nothing's been going on.

There. I said it. I'll say it again if I have to.

It's been one straight bleed from September to now. A few ups and a few downs, but, when it comes right down to it, it's all the same ol' same ol' pointless crap that really doesn't need mentioning.

That being said, let me tell you something... I'm dealing with it. My life is in a bit of an impasse, of which I have little to no means of removing myself from at present time, but I'm dealing with it. I'm accepting of the fact that, despite hating my job and hating this town and hating being alone in all of this mess, I can still manage to function properly and keep from plummeting headlong into catatonic despair.

My boss made it clear to me, early on in the job, when I was having difficulties with a co-worker, that I didn't have to like the person, but I had to work with him, nonetheless... And, in a roundabout way, that's kinda how this situation is... I don't have to like this situation (In fact, I downright loathe it), but it's how it has to be right now, and I will have to live with it, as such.

I'm not happy, really, but then, I'm not completely unhappy, either. I can keep myself amused and still cling to hopes that things will eventually improve. Things just aren't improving, all that much, and it frustrates me.

I'm just going to focus hardcore on trying to get my artwork back into consistency, because that, at the moment, is really one of the only things I have a modicum of control over. Everything else is just gonna have to unravel itself out of the proverbial Gordian knot it ended up in.

So, yeah... Crazy-Fun-Time-Goofin'-Off-Martian-Style...




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[info]esyla
2005-12-15 07:08 am UTC (link)
Getting along is a necessary thing sometimes. I'm glad you're managing okay :)

And go team artwork! More S&V comics is a good thing.

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[info]sexion8
2005-12-15 05:51 pm UTC (link)
Well you're still not completely out of the doldrums, but at least you're not Eeyore anymore. ;)

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