The once great champ, now a study in mopishness ([info]amhesquire) wrote,
@ 2005-09-02 00:13:00
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Current mood: uncomfortable
Current music:Shaun of the Dead on DVD

I updated S&V for Monday & Wednesday.

I decided that I'm gonna have to try and pick myself up as best as I can, despite the hollow, brittle feeling that pervades through me, anymore.

If that means just hunkering down and working on stuff as hard as I can, regardless of whatever else is going on around me, than so be it.

I could and should be doing more and better things than what I have been doing.

I won't lie... I still feel like a complete and utter failure... I still hate my life and fervantly wish for it's end....

But I need to do something, for fuck's sake.


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Take up martial arts.
[info]boyraceruk
2005-09-28 01:39 pm UTC (link)
It's a three-fold system.

1. You gain self-confidence. This is so important I cannot overstate the importance of it.

2. You will get to meet girls, and provided you keep to "soft" martial arts (TKD, styles of kung-fu, etc.) they will be nice girls.

3. You will release endorphins into your bloodstream which will make you feel better.

Seriously mate, what makes a man is not what he has to do but what he chooses to do. Choose to improve.

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[info]sexion8
2005-12-12 02:29 pm UTC (link)
Goddamn it, Aaron, STOP THAT. You're valuable to so many people and you just refuse to acknowledge that fact. WHAT THE FUCK, I'm going to hit you over the head with the biggest sledgehammer I can find, I swear to god.

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[info]amhesquire
2005-12-12 06:13 pm UTC (link)
Um... Hun?

You do realize the date on that post, right?

It was QUITE a while ago. I just haven't felt like updating this thing in a while.

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[info]sexion8
2005-12-14 02:42 pm UTC (link)
I...wasn't sober.

And I'm still going to hit you with a sledgehammer. :p

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[info]amhesquire
2005-12-14 02:43 pm UTC (link)
Well, I probably deserve it, for one reason or another...

*braces for impact*

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